Its funny how people question my pain. Im sorry that my frieds defended me. They did the best they could to protect me. But that isnt enough right? Nothing is ever enough. I want this to end. I want to stop having all of these feelings…these emotions. My heart is broke and it is still healing. I had to endure so much after this THING. Everything after seemed problematic. It is too much. And you know what Nick…I might be alittle crazy because if it. I dont know. I know that I am a stronger now. I know that I didnt need this. I know that I lost everything in a matter of moments. How should I feel?